and marriage, they do not mix?

Okay ladies and gents. I have a simple thing to say that is on my mind after reading other women's hurt-felt thoughts on with their husbands. If you are married or in a long loving, trusting relationship DO NOT BRING IT INTO THE MARRIAGE! It only destroys your relationship and makes things worse. I read a lot of articles where men said "Well if my wife would be a little bit more y in the bedroom and let me try new things I might not look at or smut so much." I got news for you a lot of women do put themselves out for their men and do things beyond ones imagination. I am a wife of 5 years and my husband and I had a wild life for years I welcomed everything and anything, EXCEPT . We make our own , yes video tapes and pictures. We have fun with it. I do things that most women wouldn't dare dream of doing. But hey as long as it's between my husband and me it's perfectly fine, it only makes us stronger. Or so I thought! Now he just started recently looking at in the last 6 months I could never figure out why or how. I do everything for him that most men would die for. I am very open in the bedroom. I just do not welcome porn because it destroyed my last marriage among other things. My ex was a horrible abusive S.O.B. with a drug and alcohol addiction along with his addiction and cheating. Needless to say it was a nightmare. My current hubby knows all of this and the hell I went through. I had no problem with porn before I met my ex until I experience the hell for myself only then did I understand what other women were going through. I used to model. So I don't think I'm bad looking but it sure does make me feel blah when my current husband looks at this smut. I don't get it I offer him a whole lot more than they can. What is the deal? Sorry men but you cannot use the excuse "well my wife needs to be more slutty in the bedroom" because I am a slut in the bedroom for my husband, his every desire is met. And still it is not enough. Is he gay? What the heck? You betcha I'm pissed I have bent over backwards for him and this is what I get in return?